February 28, 2008 at 7:54 am (Nyampah)
Dua hari yang lalu gw seneng bgt, pas lagi sibuk buat MOM, tiba2 gw ditelpon sekretaris dhku untuk ke tempatnya. Dia blg mau ngasih aq hadiah karena aq ultah (gw sempet mikir dalam hati…..perasaan ultah gw bulan depan, knapa dpt kadonya lebih cepat…..). eh ternyata gw dpt kiriman paket. Ga disangka ternyata paket chocolait dr temanku.
Wuihhh seneng bgt, namanya dapat gratisan. Tp ada sesuatu yang timbul dihatiku, tuh org baik banget yah, padahal becanda tp ditanggapi (wah pokoknya jadi geeeerrr banget). Segera aq telpon si Y, untuk ucapin terima kasih. Senang sich tp kok ada yg ngeganjel yah di hati gw. Besoknya pas chat dia menanyakan lg ttg paketnya (gw cerita aja klo gw dan teman2 kantor gw suka, enak)
Gw tau dia cm baik ama gw, tp pliss hal itu menggangguku, aq kan perempuan, senang diberi perhatian (klo dia anggap cm teman tolong kadarnya yg pas jangan lebih dan jangan kurang….)
Kemaren malem pas iseng ngenet pake gprs eh ga nyangka chat lagi ama dia, wah dengan bodohnya aq ceritakan keganjalan dihati gw ttg paket itu. Gw cerita gw gak bisa terima hadiah tsb karena gw tau dia punya pacar (walaupun dia blg hubungannya gak jelas) , walaupun dia meyakinkan gw bahwa gw bukan teman cw pertama yg dikirim coklat. Tp perasaanku tetap gak enak, apalg mengingat kisah 3 tahun lalu. Wah aq gak pernah mau jadi penghalang atau org ke-3 dlm suatu hubungan, tidak mau didamprat lg oleh someone else’s lover. Dan saat ini aq gak mau cw nya jealous ke aq. Ya Tuhan aq gak maksud kok, mungkin dia juga tidak, tp janganlah begini caranya, aq ga tau perasaanku gak menentu mungkin I’m fallin’ with him tp aq gak tau mksd dia dan aq gak mau trauma lagi
Someone said chocolate makes you relax, but in my case chocolate makes double trouble……..
Entahlah………….
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February 14, 2008 at 1:29 am (Lyrics)
Fiuhhh……Finally, after wailing my self since mr.x left me, I feel relieve and resurrect again. But somehow there is a rhetoric deeply inside my heart
Soulmate
Incompatible, it don’t matter though
‘cos someone’s bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You’re not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you’re in disguise
Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There’s enough for everyone
But I’m still waiting in line
Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitory
They’re all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn’t long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I’m on my own
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
If there’s a soulmate for everyone
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February 11, 2008 at 1:14 am (Lyrics)
Jujur gw bukan fans Kid Rock, tp ntah klo dengar lirik lagunya yg satu ini, terutama yang gw italic, pas lagi bete, gw jadi benar2 terhibur
Only God Knows Why
I’ve been sittin’ here Tryin’ to find myself
I get behind myself I need to rewind myself
Lookin’ for the payback Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one Yet I’m last in line
I watch my youngest son And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills It helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me It’s hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that’s the price you pay To be some big shot like I am
Outstretched hands and one night stands Still I can’t find love
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
People don’t know bout the things I say and do
They don’t understand about the shit that I’ve been through
It’s been so long since I’ve been home
I’ve been gone, I’ve been gone far way too long
Maybe I forgot all the things I’ve missed
Oh somehow I know there’s more to life than this
I said it too many times And I still stand firm
You get what you put in And people get what they deserve
Still I ain’t seen mine No I ain’t seen mine
I’ve been giving just ain’t been gettin’
I’ve been walking that there line
So I think I’ll keep on walking With my head held high
I’ll keep moving on and only God knows why
Only God…..Only God
Only God knows why
Only God….knows….why, why, why oh only God knows why
Take me to the river eh
Wont you Take me to the river, hey hey heyeah
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